haih..

sometimes i realy make myself suffer..
its so confusing..
when u hoping for somethings to come,
it didnt.
when somethings u dun wish to have it,
u wil get it.
haih..
feel so lost..
which one to choose?
which path to go?
and when i realy hav decided,
it wil spoiled by other ppl advice..
i realy dunnoe what i should do..
i noe thre is alot of courses i can choose..
but,
i think d biggest cause is my confident baa..
even its smething i like,
i wont hav d confident tat i wil make it thru..
it jus wont let me move forward..
i so scard of everything..
nobody can help..
hav to b independent
hmmm..
so sad of myself~

life realy not easy.